Memories

I know I just posted but I have more to say. The school year is really coming to an end, I will be home for the summer in three weeks. I am so excited but I am very sad. Last week I went with my roommates and the neighbors to Denny's at midnight. On the way there we were blasting Celine Dion's song It's all Coming Back to Me Now. I love that song and as it was playing a ton of memories from the past college year ran through my mind, we blasted and sang very loudly to this song tons of times this year because we all love it. This song has become more of one of my favorites now just because the memories of the friends I wont have here next year come with the song. The song has nothing to do with friendship or any personal connection with the lyrics, it is just a very good song that has been sung to and listened to a lot this year. Here are the lyrics now, Enjoy!!

Its all Coming Back to Me Now: Celine Dion

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

When you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me

When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right

There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow, baby, baby, baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me

If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me

It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

Roommate..

I just want to post something about my roommate, no this is not a complaint about roommate problems, I just have to say I have an amazing roommate. I use to think she was so annoying because of some of the things she did and every little thing would get on my nerves. It took me a long time to realize that I wasn't annoyed with her, I was annoyed with many things and I targeted her. Well... tonight we completely made amends, I apologized for everything one at a time and I am so glad I did. I was able to talk to her about things that have bothered me and I never thought she cared. It was just an awesome thing to know that she cares and wants to help me with my struggles however she can. I am so happy to have her as one of my roommates and I am especially happy that we get to be roommates again next year. I just really wanted to post this and make a shout out to good friends and family members who are willing to help anyone in need of it. I know my family and friends care, I don't go to my family members as much as my friends just because I don't want to disappointed them. They are my family and I love them and I want to be everything they want me to be. Its just hard sometimes to go to them but I feel like I am doing better. I know my mom loves me, she has set up counseling for the summer and I am very nervous. But after talking to my roommate I am excited to learn how to deal with things in the correct way and fix this.

My Very Favorite Song

I just really wanted to post this song, the first time I heard it, which was sadly a few weeks ago, I cried. I think its because the lyrics are just so powerful, they are to me at least. It doesn't have to apply to two people who are in love. It can apply to really any situation where someone is feeling down and alone and they just need someone to be there for them. I have had my own personal struggles so I could just relate to this song, it is amazing! I hope others will or have enjoyed it just as much as me.

You Are Not Alone: Michael Jackson

Another day has gone I'm still all alone
How could this be you're not here with me?
You never said goodbye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go and leave my world so cold?

Every day I sit and ask myself how did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone for I am here with you
Though you're far away I am here to stay
But you are not alone for I am here with you
And though we're far apart you're always in my heart

You are not alone

Just the other night I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand then forever can begin

Every day I sit and ask myself how did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone for I am here with you
Though you're far away I am here to stay
But you are not alone for I am here with you
Though we're far apart you're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there, I'll be there

You are not alone for I am here with you
Though you're far away I am here to stay
For you are not alone, for I am here with you
Though we're far apart you're always in my heart

You are not alone
You are not alone, not alone

The weekend :)

I am so excited for this weekend, I have been in the need of a break, some kind of distraction from the stess of school work and of finals week that is coming up. My family is going to New Mexico for a family reunion/90th birthday party for my grandma. I was very disapointed when I found out that I wouldn't be able to make it due to tests and presentations in my classes throughout that week. I was angry that this weekend I would be stuck here and my family would be enjoying a vacation without me. Things started to look up when my friend texted me and told me that she would be coming down to visit. I am so excited. I love her to death and this is going to be an awesome weekend! She has been here before so my friends here know her, we have been planning on things that we can do and it is already looking like a perfect weekend. It is going to be nice just to take it easy and have some fun. She is coming friday but on thursday night my roommates and I are going on a dennys run. This is a very popular college tradition here, but you have to go at midnight. We are leaving right at midnight when my roommate gets off work. Its going to be fun, something about driving 45 minutes to a place to eat at midnight always makes it funner then if you were to drive 5 minutes at six or something. Anyways, Its going to be a great weekend, and I can't wait!

The school year is almost over...

This is so crazy, I can't believe that the school year is almost over already. There is three weeks left of classes and then we have our finals week. I am so glad that I got the chance to go to college because it has been a great experience. I feel like I have learned a lot, not only because I was going to school and learning things in classes but life lessons. One being, you really don't know people until you live with them. I don't necessarily mean this in a bad way, its just an adjustment living with new people who have come from different families. I definitely learned to have patience, I am still not as good at it but I do feel like I am better then I was at the beginning of the year. It has definitely been a hard year, since it is my first year of college and its sometimes not only hard to adjust living with others but it is hard to adjust to living on your own. I love living on my own, its great. I do love my family but its nice to be on my own. I have also made some pretty good friends here whom I will miss a ton. Most of the friends I have made are a year older and since I am at a two year college they will be gone next year. Its going to be really hard to say goodbye, but it is coming and it has to happen so I will endure it. I am excited for school to end besides that, because I am ready to be home for the summer and excited to start fresh next year.

"All good things must come to an end"

-English Proverb